Tuesday 26 February 2008

A week. I told you I'd be far less prolific than before, though. So the week in a quick precis

i)'Shoot 'Em up. A intensely over the top enjoyable action film ; pure 80's cheeseball violence and fun.And dinner by the lady (possibly the best lasagne in the world)
ii)'Jumper' - absolutle dreck.
iv)'Equilbrium'. - underrated, though unoriginal, scifi with soem great action scenes. Love the art deco design, though.
v)'9/11' - a brilliant, stunning documentary following a fire crew that goes into the two towers.
vi)'Creep' - good production design. bad movie. Good idea - trapped on the london underground being stalked by an something that kills people in a very unpleasant way, but very underwhelming....
vii)'Ultraviolet' - don't. See Iv) in daylo neon, with the brains sucked out. And some atrociously over done sub-TV CGI. Thoguht i'd give it a secodn chance, and both times I couldn't sit through the whole movie.
viii)'Ghost Rider' - much much better on DVD than at the moofies. Much more enjoyable, cornball 80's comic book style with some ridiculous CGI. the extended cut (ok 13 minutes longer) is a much much better movie than the hackjob that preceded it.
ix)listening to cds, shopping, and so forth. Not done much else.

Was contemplating going to see the Cult. Probably Won't. £25 is a lot of money to drop on a whim, especially the day before payday. Pottered around. Burned CDs. Argued by text message. i appear to have watched a lot of moofies, but I haven't really. Done much. At. All....

Tuesday 19 February 2008

Can't Keep away from the flame....

There's a reason why this blog address is "sign on you crazy diamond". That was the title of my old, previous blog, which came to an end in September 2007. I haven't blogged since. I can't say I missed it, until recently. I decided that the price was too high - personally it took up a considerable amount of time just cataloging what I had done, and all it seemed to do was be used against me. The direct precursor to this was when my sister in law (known on my brothers blog as E) openly mocked it in front of my new girlfriend, having spent most of the preceding weekend trying to split me and her up.

Things have changed since then a little.E and M (my brother) are splitting up, and I will not see her anywhere near as much as I may have done in the past.It upset me, a lot. i cried, a little. I hate the fact that whatever happens, he can't seem to find happiness. maybe one day he will, and knowing our luck, it'll be someone who he's known all along. or maybe not. God knows. I wish no more hurt for him. I wish no more pain for him. I never have. I just wish that his love of his son and the the best wishes of their child be at the forefront - to use him as a bargaining tool for point scoring will only cause needless, pointless, hurt. For everyone. And the one that will be hurt most is a beautiful little boy who likes Star Wars, Cars, and ducks.

My personal opinion of this is of no consequence, however. I hope they find their own way to happiness. And that no one, NO ONE, screws over anyone else. We must understand that difficult time as it is, no good will come of making this more difficult and more painful.

In this new blog, There Will be changes.

I will not post anywhere near as often. I will not feel obligated to do so, not I will let the tail wag the dog. There's I have given out too much in my previous blog, been exposed and too vulnerable. I do not wish it to be used against me - after all, it can only be used against me, if the information is given. So I draw a veil over it a bit more - and in this new blog, there will be a lot I will not talk about.

I needed a long, hard, break and a rethink. I didn't miss the blogging.I didn't miss the imposition it made on me. Like anything, it can either be a benefit or a hazard. if its a benefit, its not a problem.

In a wierd coincidence, I saw Mr. Pynchon on the bus the other day. I still read his blog. it was an utterly random, unexpected bumping into people sort of thing. he got off at The stop after mine, (I was going to Acocks green on the Number 1), and he asked "blogging secretly?" And I said "I'm doing nothing at all". Which was true. but it made me think, about the people who check up on me courtesy of the blog yet since I've stopped, I've not been in touch. he also wrote on his blog that my not blogging anymore was a crying shame, which sort of touched me. made me think I should blog again. Gave me the impetus, for I had been considering for a while anyway, a complete rethink of this blog.

I feel up to blogging again now. had enough time away to miss it, and think about how to do it differently. Things won't be the same as they used to be, but sometimes, you just need to wipe the slate clean and start all over. Starting now.
Can't keep Away From The Flame...